Adolescence brought an extreme revolt and rebellion. I did not want to be or do like everyone else, or as society demanded, and the island where I lived felt small to me. I began travelling very early and I emigrated, and it was far from home that I began to find myself. Africa, Europe, Asia, and today I live in Asia. I have a nomadic spirit, even though I love coming home.
I grew up with a humble heart and an immense love for people, above all for those who were different and did not find their place, but without finding my purpose. I fell into depression early. I asked myself why I had been born into this incarnation, and nothing made sense. There was an immense emotional void in me, which led me into very violent relationships. I lived through domestic violence and rape, without knowing that I was repeating an ancestral pattern. I sank into addiction to escape my pain.
When I found the path of healing and spirituality, everything made sense. It was as if I were remembering. Everything became clearer.
I went deep into myself. I healed my emotional dependency, my fears and my insecurities. I learned to love myself and I accepted, above all, that I had potential and gifts that I share with the world today. I went through many shadow portals. I crossed several shadow portals and dark nights of the soul, and I gave myself the space to feel and to alchemise, because you have to cross it in order to be able to help afterwards. My pain became my superpower. Spirituality speaks a great deal of light, but I also speak of shadow and darkness: mastery is welcoming both sides with wisdom and love.
Today, I accompany people from what I have overcome and integrated. And I continue my own process, because there is always more to discover of my divine self. Every day a gift reveals itself, and every day I surprise myself on this path.
Those who come to me carry a great deal of pain and want to be freed. I know this path, because I have crossed it.
My shamanic roots I did not learn: I remembered them. I work very intuitively, with the elements of nature, with the earth and what it gives us, and with the medicines of rapé and cacao. I channel light language, stellar beings, masters and angels through codes of light, and I give channelled energetic transmissions from Source. I created the womb healing, because in my work our creative centre is a powerful bridge. I let myself be guided by the energy of the moment and of the group, and I feel that I am guided by something greater.
I feel I am part of a whole and of multiple paths of healing. It is as if I were remembering parts of myself that know where to work in order to do my work of transformation and remembering.
The name Amanayê Codes came to me in a dream. It is something I remembered, closely linked to shamanism. It was my sister who told me that a people of that name existed in Brazil, and only then did I look into it. I do not know this people, and it was a synchronicity I respect. The Amanayê Codes have no connection with their teachings: they are what I have channelled and integrated during my own spiritual process.
